still no word on when matt will be able to come home, but he is getting a little better every day. they've switched him back to his home insulin routine, but his blood sugar is still higher than normal - i suspect, as a result of them not properly accounting for meals, only handling his actual blood sugar level. the fever still indicates infection, but it's much, much lower and his white blood cell count is down, which indicates that the antibiotics are working and the body is through fighting the worst of it.

he told me last night that he's reached his limit for hospital stays. i can't blame him - it's hard on me, but at least i can go home at night. home is lonely though. i miss him. i can tell that most of my emotions (especially with the crying) is the result of exhaustion because i wake up in the morning feeling mostly ok. (unless i talk about it too much - like now...) but hopefully, it's not much longer now...

thank you for your prayers.