we're adults. when did that happen?

and how do i make it stop?

Do you watch Gray's Anatomy? My newest TV addiction (like I don't watch enough already). A handful of interns, fresh out of med school, learn the way of life in a hospital, as surgeons. It's set in Seattle, so automatically, I'm interested. But the cast is charming and lovable, and it's ever so slightly dramatic, with enough plot-twisting to keep things interesting. I love it.

In Sunday's episode, which I just got around to watching last night, Meredith Gray, the main character, says to the resident doctor...

We're adults. When did that happen? And how do I make it stop?

Amen, sista. I feel like this right now. In fact, I feel like this alot. I'm so nervous about Matt's pending transition into his new job... He doesn't really want to have to ride the bus - and I don't want him to have to - but we simply can not afford parking in downtown Seattle. Such is life, I guess. And health insurance, oh dear... health insurance. His boss has never had someone leave this location before, so she was unsure of all of the exit policies. What she found out from the company's HR manager about COBRA totally contradicts what I know about it, so I'm rather squeamish about the next three months. I don't want to have to pay for it, I don't want to have to fight to make things happen properly... I just want smooth transitions...

I'm trying so hard to have the faith to just give this up to God and trust that He'll take care of it... But it's hard.