i have butterflies.

and no real immediate reason for it. and while i can't talk about all of the "gorey" details, i can tell you that i feel like something big's coming down the pipe... i hoping for it, pushing for it, and Lord knows i'm praying for it. and so inside, i feel anxious. anxious to know more, to have answers, to get this ball rolling. anxious to fell like i'm going somewhere.

oh boy. pray for the Lord to give me peace, if you wouldn't mind. i could use a little... ok, a lot... right now.